what did I do wrong?

I hate that I can't stay away from you. It hurts me. I love you so much... but I love her too. It's killing me. I deserve to die.

My Christmas list.

So I decided I'll write down what I want for Christmas.

1. You're awful, I love you - Ludo
2. a white down coat with a faux fur collar
3. FAD - Fall out boy
4. Otis (movie)
5. my laptop to be fixed
6. a the higher tee shirt
7. red hoodie
8. raven converse
9. envy (book)
10. tickets to the ludo concert in Feb.


That is all. not that much of a list eh?

On St.Ignace beating Cedarville...

WOOP! I knew we'd do it. :] way to go guys. Oh at the game I saw my cousin Sam for the first time in a while. Good thing. Missed her. Flirted with alot of boys. Cord being one of them. I miss his hat. :[ UNFUNF. ANYWHOO, Iggy is going to the dome. I dont know which dome just A dome. That shall be fun. I hope I can go.


The score:

St.Ignace: 18
Cedarville: 7


X] sweet victory. And now I have the right to rub it into Brittany's face. >:D


On a heavier note, I still havent received my Twilight books. :[ DAMNIT I WANT THEM SO BAD. Oh well.

On friendship...

Throughout my whole life I have had a handful of true friends. One's I could say would die for me. Brittany Smith, Miska Cardin, Melissa Malfriod, Katie Ford and Heather Lavake. These are the people I own. who own me. forever. We all have had some good times. Warped tour with Brittany. Chorus with Miska. Summer swimming with Melissa. Seeing Pete Wentz **** with Heather. XP AND my love affair with Katie. Unfortunaty DRAMA happens. Example the Brittany/Heather hatred. The fact Id rather be with Katie than any of them. AND the fights we've all had. It doesnt matter though. 'Cause in the end we all seem to like each other (cept Heather and Brittany -_-) To be honest they keep me alive. I couldnt do ANYTHING without them. Id be so alone, shy and scared. They brought me out into the world. I love them for it. I cry with them, laugh with them, be angry with them, have fun with them. These kids ARE my life. Take away my friends, you take away my soul. Sooner or later we'll be apart. Melissa is in NC. Katie is in Missouri. Miska is graduating. All I'll have left is Brittany and Heather. I love them though. Forever and ever.



So basically without friend my world would crumble. I need them. I crave them. I want them. I have them.

UNFUNFUNF boring

GOD! Its been a week.

1. I got the new AP issue ^__^
2. I finally got to talk to Katie. (still miss youuuu)
3. I saw my ex-boyfriend. AKWARD MKAY
4. St.Ignace is playing Cedarville on Friday. UNFUNF we're obvi gonna win.
5. AAAAAAAAND I got my period. :


Anways the week was eventful.